A letter to the Heavenly Father

Faith-

Unspoken

Invisible

Can’t see it

Where’d it go?

Believing in you is the only thing I can do

In a world so brutal

In a world that feels like the Antarctic- so cold

Evil is everywhere- even in myself

Faith withers

Faith crumbles

“Why me” I shout.

Internal flames

Eyes can’t hide the pain

In the mist of all the chaos

Complaining day and night

I stumble and fall- not knowing my faith is the answer to it all.

Anger rising

Temper flares

Not thinking about you in the moment

I’m sure if I could hear and see you, your eyes will tell me about the pain you’re going through.

God knows pain best

After all, He sent his son here to die for our sins- so we wouldn’t have to be in eternal punishment for all eternity.

Sometimes forgetting about all the things we put you through

Crucifying you again and again

All because of our human struggles each and every being goes through

Repenting;

Trying not to do it again

No good deeds, preaching, or teaching will get me out of the hole I dug myself with you

Relationship building

I stumble and fall

Every single sin I commit

too ashamed or prideful to admit.

Ego comes in and settles in with doubt

Wanting a relationship

Am I too far to be saved?

“That’s the devil” You say.

Just wanting a relationship

A genuine connection

Wanting the people to treat others with grace, compassion, and a joyous spirit

No matter the anger

No matter the stress

Remembering Galatians 5:22-23

The fruits of the spirit

The golden rule of life we all must teach

I sin and sin

I stumble and fall every single time

No matter what I must remember you’re right by my side

Please keep guiding

Please keep teaching

I know thunder and rain will surely come

Remembering you’re always there through my triumphs and adversities.

Thank you Father God for showing us Mercy.

In Jesus name

Amen